Yesterday was nothing. Went to the train station for CIP?! What the.. I thought it was flag day, but actually is some kinda going door to door selling of products? Was like team-ing with sandy, berlyn and xueyi. Went door to door for like 1 + hour and only $11 is made? Oh forget it.

3pm went to Tampines Open Plaza for my performance. Waited until 4.40 like that then is our turn. Got alot of mistakes.. not by me but some of my members. Cause they told me. Ended at 5 so went to shop around with jiayan and debbie. Earlier ago, kamil told me to hold the curtain for awhile. Then he say hes going home and was wanting him to take back, he just ignore me. How responsible...
Then khai came, so i ask him to take but he told me to give kamil. He noes that kamil went home and eventually ask-ed me to give him? And when i told him kamil went home, he jus said ' you take la! ' oh oh.. How kind..

Please lar. I am not suppose or should I say I am not fit to come for the performance? My damn old bloody injury just came without a notice and I cant even walk. Just because I thought that you people will be angry if I last minute didn't go, I cripped there from the Train Station. And do you noe that my knee's bone is cracking while I walked? When I dance, I make sure nothing goes wrong but you bloody **ers just don't care?! I could have throw that curtain on the floor and just go off but its our props, how can I do it. And I have to take the bloody curtain with me ALL the times while I go shopping, dinner-ing with the two kids? And its so bloody heavy plus the weight of my bag which has damn lots of things, my Pe shirt, my Pe pants, water bottle, tie and wallet. I cant even walk for long and finally when I got back home, my **ing leg just gone wild?!

Oh you are a Sec 3 and Im sure you should be ashame in letting a junior of urs taking that thing and pushing responsibility. Its OUR props, not MY props. So why the hell must I be the only one who take it. Why CANT you take it? I cant blame nat, hanis and susu cos they were infront and didn't know wats going on.. I swear Im not going to talk to you for bloody weeks and days. You noe who you are. Better than anyone else who just dump the curtain to me, and also you who ask-ed me to take. So you have read this huh? Get out of my sight before I make you embarrassed.