Maybe, it's a mistake to go.
Maybe, I should not even joke anything after all this while.
Maybe, talking unnecessary stuffs can be avoided.
Maybe, its better to not go.
Maybe, I can fking zip my mouth to stop joking let alone being noisy.
Maybe, I can stop being irritating.
Maybe, being cold its gonna be in a few days time or even tomorrow.
Maybe, I am so damn stupid in doing foolish things.

I just dont understand. & I can't understand, & I don't wanna understand.
Don't say thank you, cause I didn't make an afford to joke WELL.
Who cares now. I don't give a damn. Its for me to do this, then accept it or not.
Up to you. I'm fine with both.