A life in Secondary School.
Its like tons of weight pushing me to the ground.
Making new friends, having lots of fun.
But sad to say, its been this while that I chose to give up.
I had lost my friendship with this special person, who can be crazy at times, and conservative.
It seems that its better that she dont know me.
Because I'm not a good person to make friend with.
I'm not good enough to reach their standards, cause my personality clashes with hers.
Today, I officially forgot the past and the memories had been erased.
Maybe knowing her again can be a choice, but I really don't know is it a good thing to do.
I want to go back to that life, oh god, why can't I?

I had lost a twin, whom laughs with me everytime we cracks joke.
tried her best to make all of us happy.
A person who has a different perspective.
I had lost a partner, whom I can share my laughter with.

But most importantly, I had lost a friend.