Thursday, November 06, 2008
YIts memories
God, if there were one chance, just one chance, to turn back the time and everything's back to normal, will you give it to us?God, I'm really lost, I can't bear to see my brother sad. Its been so hard on him. God, if the promises he made to You can be broken, I will do anything for You. I don't know how to make his wound heal faster, I don't know how to make everything back to normal. God, I really need Your guidance. He is a very very good kid, God. Maybe all the good persons in the world, got really bad treatment. I don't know why. God, I know You throw this obstacles to us, but we have got no idea how to clear it up. I cannot let him do it alone, he is just 13 years old. He has got no experience of this just yet. I need to help him, but I don't know where to start and how to end. God, I'm in a maze right now, and God, will You show me the way? He got hurt, and nobody cares. He got upset, and yet people blames him. He tortures himself, but no one understand. He get despise, for loving someone wholeheartedly. Maybe I can only turn to You, for You will be by our side to support us. God, if loving someone is a sin, why do You love us? It makes no sense.. God, will someone ever wake up, and cherish the person beside them? Or start loving and regretting after the person who love them left. If thats the case, I would rather You take him away from all these tortures. Let him isolates, and draw lines between him, and her. God, I want to pray for him, I pray that, someone out there, will learn to cherish him and love him, like how he love someone with that passionate heart..
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