Indeed, Your the reason for the season.

Giving thanks to You, is the most honourable thing I can do.
Loving You has awesomely changed my entire perspective of life.
Having You, is like having the whole world to myself.
Being used by You, is what I'm always seeking for.

Even though sometimes I feel out of place,
sometimes I feel alone,
sometimes I feel neglected,
sometimes I feel hurt,
sometimes I feel happy,
sometimes I feel excited,
sometimes I feel crashed,
sometimes I feel nonchalant,
You never let go of me before.

Despite letting 3 fingers off while holding you, You never let me go.
& that's when I put them back in place and cling on to You regardless what.

It's true, choices are the most powerful gifts You have given me.
But there's something even more precious, more worthy, and more prevailing.
That is the birth of the Most High.
& with this gift, I'm found and love.
With this birth, the Light of the world is even clearer than before.

Thankful to be found by Him. Setting me apart even before I knew it.
Thankful that He placed so many special people into my life.
My family, and my 2nd family.
Never in my whole life have I felt so complete, so true, so adored.
Putting all together, it's like my life had its turning point (:
Life's gonna be like a roller coaster but I'm very sure, trusting Him will make everything worthy of the ride.

Today, He truly blessed me with the ones qualified to be called the "i'll-be-there-for-you"
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Though I'm not sure about one who always says that he/she will be there, but I'm sure He will be there.
He will be there to provide me with those who also will be there.
I'll be there too, for anybody. because the broken promise of being there by the one you love is most tormenting than anything else.
Nonetheless, He manages to heal all inner wounds. :D
I know things will get better. I'll try, I hope he/she does too.

MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS THOUGH!!!
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